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Tuesday, January 1, 2008

In Search Of The One...

How do you know when you're done choosing? Will there be a stop sign or a stop light? What if you choose the wrong one? Will there be a way to know? What if the one you avoid to choose is the "one"? So many what ifs in my world but none is yet answered. I wonder how long it will take me to just risk it all and end the endless confusing selection. Will it take me forever?
Fear of rejection-- anxiety many of us avoid to face. By avoiding, we also miss out on the things and people that/who really matter.
What I need right now is courage. In my heart, I have chosen. A gut is what I don't have. But I don't want to live my life wondering of the many what ifs in my life... I know someday, I'll have the superman in me to go to you and bare it all.
The hell with rejection, I just want it to be over or be a new beginning?

1 comment:

distressqueen said...

Honey, that lumber you are carrying now will soon elapsed. Just let love unfold itself in front of you. Those answers you seek will reveal themselves to you in due time. Let not fear eat your amorous essence. You are worthy to be loved. Your are love itself. Magnificent and beautiful. Cheer up!